First Post! Farewells.

First Post! Farewells.
Flight to Canada in 12HRS!! :D
Excited ttm~~~~
But it feels so surreal now >< 30Hrs flight sounds awesome... stopping over at San Francisco is even more awesome. xD
i hope no one seats at my row so i can lie over all 3 seats and just lazy all the way.

That tingling feeling in my chest is a warning sign of possible emotional outbreak.
I'm gonna F&*^@$ #@$#% miss my friends here like $#@$&*^%^&^%$#@$
Gawdammit. I thought it gonna be like nothing, just leave only... how come as the time creeps nearer.. that darn feeling grips me even stronger.

Hey Forayeone. Gonna miss you guys the most. Really.
Forayeone is like my family in singapore. More family like than my actual family.
Ok maybe that's just cause my 'family' in sing only consist of my mum. alone =.=
4 years, some 2 years, of bullshit with all of you was really what made secondary school times worth it.
Maybe i shall bring the Forayeone spirit over to my new school and teach them how to carry out Olympics in Class with just Paper balls and an Umbrella.
Later you see i 1st day of school detention already... for jumping of a shelf to scare the teacher. Then get fined for bamming school things, become like AAAAAAA, making my class the first in history to get principal's talk and then piss the principal off the moment she steps in. Then my picture will be blown up at the canada library for being too JJ to return a book and KP the librarian.
Those crap might just happen as each of you are already imprinted in my mind. The most awesome memories created ever.
Every stayover night, i wished i could hold on to that moment forever. Just lying there talking crap, spilling secrets, looking at chio bu's picture online... (uh recently hideous one also -.-), suaning everyone... all those tiny but significant details.
The most amazing one got to be Blur. or Forayone's Gravity. Haha without you Forayeone would never be so superbly bonded, we wouldn't have a awesome stayover place or refuge when pon schl or just a place to bam dinner LOL. Having you nearby is just heart-warming.. like everything's gonna be alright if we just stick together, like nothing else in the world matters anymore... no need care school, no need care family, no need care shit man. Just a golden moment of bliss. Ah well, those main lovely people of forayeone, blur boo L Jx Ali Kevin Kavin Teddy SAM Rachel Ktyx, the adopted lala, and i cant list all... sorrieee, Gonna miss you guys crap loads. Really. oh ya, pee, tell carpet and neo neo im devastated to leave them :(

Umm here's for my clique.. Hey Tian Xing Xing HAHAHA, my 2nd gay partner after Zhan :P FA forever yeah XD? Thanks for being the ultimate fun of my sec life bro.
Seriously, me + you = FUN. FUNNY. FUNNIEST.
Remember before the Jurong East shopping mall got teared down? That place was like our playgound after school man... we dunno pon how many school stuff just to get down there. We even cab to my place get jacket then cab there LOL. Joke sia... you only have to pay $2 i rmb haha. I still rmb the tiny gaming shop lol, GOW FTW~ and that airplane game where we shoot each other down... wa that was epic.. i was actually annoyed when u own me sometimes XD childish ttm now thinking of it. Then it was the P.S.P. I secretly buy to pei you play(ok la, i want also)... That was the monster hunter time man. We were crazyyyy about it. Every moment in between class/after schl/before class LOL... play like no tomorrow. Haiz i must admit, we gave each other all the fun but absolutely.. like really totally no help in studies at all. None. That's why being your friend was so awesome man, no need think about studies one. Forever play. We only study when we are apart from each other.
Goodbye for now FA, miss you already :(

Now... Melissa! Dear giant sister :O stop growing godammit. Always suan me that your P6 height is my current height D: wa just destroy me pride la. haha always rest ur arm on my shoulder somemore, think i not short enough isit? haha but i dun mind laaaa, cuz u r the best sis ever~ Lucky math's class with you. If not cfm get kicked out of Mr Goh's class already... thanks for being there as a motivation and an alarm clock LMAO XD
After go poly like never talk already... now that i go canada you better communicate with me more, if not you'll forget me liao D: 再见了姐姐~超爱你的~ 哈哈，对你不说华文真不舒服 :P

Ok now for Piggy Peiqi.. put you last for obv reasons. Well, i really hope our friendship wont shatter because of your relationship. It's been awhile since talked.. for obv reasons again. Frankly, i miss you and i hate not talking to you. Ok i admit it’s my fault with your bf. But he played along so i couldn't help myself. my bad. Just want you to know whatever crap i have with him is a totally diff matter from you. He is nobody to me but you are my friend. No wait, best friend. He's the world to you i know, but, i'm still your best friend. i hope. Whatever between me and him should just stay as me and him thingy.. i've got nothing against you... i don't dislike you just because i don't exactly adore mr png. 我真的不想失去你这个朋友。
If i try writing any of our memories down i think i can hardly hold my.... heh.. hmm.. I'm here saying sorry and asking you to forgive a friend?

Darling ZHAN! Hey love, you totally make up my primary school life<3>< wa 7 years you have always been there for me, everytime go out wiht you still have so much to talk about! Everytime it's just as comfortable being with you. Table Tennis was Never the same without you man.... anyway Bad luck for the psp hahaha, i'll go canada then buy... sianz. Eh u buy psp liao dun play too much hor, poly slack but not easy also. Gambate~! Wish you all the best dear~ gonna miss you soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much dammit.

Now this part is dedicated to PALAS!!! <3

Firstly thank you all who came for my farewell chalet! Those who stayed, you are the best!
Palas people always so enthu one haha. Still rmb camp 1st day like strangers, 2nd day like no enthusiasm, 3rd day suddenly all exploded. What happened overnight LOL. Even more enthu then the GLs hahaha. All late boomers haha. Usually camp groups just ‘disband’ after the camp, but palas bonded together even more! I always wondered why, what created that special bond that held us together until even now. I guess that’s just who we are, on the last day everyone sorta just opened up to one another and finally felt comfortable with each other’s presence. After that Makan Palas Lunch, Palas Knights, all the palas gatherings came out, we just left never make our own palas shirt only hahaha.

Special thanks to Filzah! The backbone of palas, keeping us together, helping me organise all the outings and gatherings :) Our very own Godzilla of palas haha, eats up anyone who dares to mess with us. This girl gave a lot for us, regardless of time or effort, and not once she ask for something in return. She do grumble sometimes but she still helps willingly. Haha I’d be super blur without you omg, lucky you were always there to help ^^ born leader :D. And now she’s oh-so-sweet with our very own palas joker Aqim! Haha, sweet couple~ Last long k? No wait, last forever k? After I’m gone keep palas together for me will you ^^ Will miss you alottttt~ Godzillavid FTW!

BenBen Ang! You have been a great friend really :) Got to know you more during chalet haha. You like wonder boy man, know everything one. From music to sports, wow~ really multi-talented dude. Thanks for accompanying me to marina sq buy cones and bringing me ice skate and going tchoukball together, skating during inline… hahaha quite alot of things actually. I really appreciate everything~ thanks bro! Best of luck in your complicated relationship life lollll, and your studies of course :D

One of PPG, MaiRAWRRRR. My awesome silent companion xD You are always there :), always studying -.- Haha, you got those usual location where you’ll study at or just lepak. Everytime waiting for cca or simple nothing to do can always find you to lepak together (Y) Love communicating with you through little message on phone or laptop’s notepad or crazily trying my best to do hand signs like a retard hahahaha, those were the best funny moments man! Gonna miss you like helllllll~

Amalinaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaavid~! Blossom! ABS! Bella<3! Haha you knew ill talk about you righttt. Maigawd, you are like the closestest to me in palas! Eh no, in Poly! I can practically tell you anything and talk to you about anything man, super cool la :D Actually I alr told u most of what I think about you in those sms haha, if I repeat them here confirm someone will think we are couple again -.- not that I care what others think bout us anyway :P My personal gravity remember xD? Haha so I cfm will come back see you one.
Aww can’t watch movie with you alr >< and just ‘nice’ Vampire Sucks come out. Crap mannnnn. Love going out with you la, it’s always fun on an outing with you even if we arnt doing anything much cause you drive all the unhappy thoughts out of my mind ^^ Love the way we have a thing for cats and CHOCOLATES~~ haha and a dozen other things we both like :)
I’ll still be stalking your fb, twitter, tumblr and blog okayyyy~ so update urs and ill update mine :D if not ill spam you, you awesome spammer. Haha! Oh and gotta say miss skating with PPG~
(v^_^)><(^_^v) woohoo~ too bad we missed the sunset though :| nvm, next time you watching sunset i might be watching sunrise half the globe away XD the same sun anyway haha.
ok cant say in words how much ill miss you... i just. really. will. ok love you loads and loads! stay adorable always, you can be much much more than who you think you are, have confidence in yourself dear! i believe i put in quite abit of confidence in you right :P haha you are the besterest ammy<3

Crap, it's morning now and i haven go to bed. nvm.. i have 30 hours to sleep on the plane :D oh ya, thx hassim and gary for your movies to keep me entertained on the plane~ :) Wish me all the best for the unknown path ahead ^^

Never be Afraid to Dream Big,
So Even If You Fall Short of Your Goal,
You Still Achieve Much More Than Others!
-Daveeeed